a choice made bad?

was it a bad idea to leave pca. maybe. i'm not sure. though i do regret a lot. i miss that comfort, the knowledge of what to expect, the true care and love from the teacher, their knowledge of the truth. when you look at my past you would wonder why i would even want to step into pca, but i don't know i just have this strong attachment to it. i would have never even thought that i would ever leave pca. and here i am now out of the pca comfort zone. not able to play volleyball, see true friends, singing my heart out ..... i actually wanted to go to unionville rather than thornhill because i actually had true friends that i loved very much there and it was closer to being in pca than thornhill is. i was recently thinking of going there next semester or next year, but it looks like i won't have a chance because the only way for me is if i sign up for the arts program in piano/violin. i really want to go back to pca. i hope...........