today

so today was really depressing. i need to focus on God, but i miss tc so much especially the worship team. though its not like i won't see them again, but its because i want to spend everyday with them because yesterday and the times we shared together was amazing and fun. i really hate being the only "young" person with a bunch of adults and old people, but no offense its just really awkward and boring. i'm so stressed or i feel stressed at least, i just don't want to do my homework or my history essay at least, its already late, but i don't really care. i'm actually getting 60s so its pretty bad.