What a Life

its good friday. i'm just feeling hopeless or basically useless. i'm at home, but i want to be doing more, but i just can't because i just don't feel like leaving the house. at open mic i was nervous, it was worse than leading worship and i just didn't feel like i did a good job though people said i was great, but i sure didn't feel that way. my work is just lying around of which i need to start working on, which makes me stressed because i am lazy. life just has to change.