hmmm....thinking about life so far

well right now my sister is back...pretty nervous since i had slight quarrel with her on this blog. I know she is my sister that she only means the best and I wish her to know that through everything I still love her even though I may not like the way she may go through her life, but that is pretty equal to how she looking at my life. how queer? lol :). I saw her today and just thought that she was very pretty though I was trying to avoid her, even seeing her because I was afraid and even with only that one glance, I couldn't help but smile at her beauty lol...this is awkward isn't it. This week was pretty fun though I disappointed my coach on monday at my volleyball game but we impressed her in the game after that so...so far we are doing pretty well in volleyball (PCA). Report cards are heading its way here my physics and bio mark will not be good lol. i didn't make tc captaining though I am sad, I'm still doing my best. I have a lot of stuff going on I think God has a reason for this :).