March 30 verse - 2 Thessalonians 1:3

"We ought always to thank God for you, brothers, and rightly so, because your faith is growing more and more, and the love every one of you has for each other is increasing."

Quote #1 Alan Loy McGinnis

"The best friendship have weathered misunderstanding and trying times. One of the secrets of a good relationship is the ability to accept the storms."

Isaiah 40:28-31 (NIV/KJV) Everlasting God

"Hast thou not known? Hast thou not hear, that the everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding. He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall; But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and the shall, walk and no faint." (KJV)

"Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."

Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord
We will wait upon the Lord

Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary

Our God, You reign forever
Our hope, our Strong Deliverer
You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary

You're the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on wings like eagles

today

so today was really depressing. i need to focus on God, but i miss tc so much especially the worship team. though its not like i won't see them again, but its because i want to spend everyday with them because yesterday and the times we shared together was amazing and fun. i really hate being the only "young" person with a bunch of adults and old people, but no offense its just really awkward and boring. i'm so stressed or i feel stressed at least, i just don't want to do my homework or my history essay at least, its already late, but i don't really care. i'm actually getting 60s so its pretty bad.

This Night

tc worship potluck was amazingly fun. now this make me even more sure that i don't regret meeting any of the worship members or even signing up for tc. this was the most fun i've ever had in my life. this makes me miss everyone more. i hope we continue to spend time together, but i know i will definitely see them around especially the junior worship team. i love all of you so much. may God's love surround us forever because we know He will. let His peace rest on our heads. may we be filled with joy as we grow as Christians and spend time with each other and those close to each of us that we love so much. let us learn to love all as God does. from eating to we get full to playing pingpong to listening to music to playing xbox to finalfantasy to blogging to rockband to facebook to earthhour to the park to running to scaring to frisbee to that game we played in the park that i don't know the name of to the swings to foggy glasses to jeff's birthday to cupcakes to happybirthdays to pictures of memories shared together to watching tv and finally to the love of God that brought us together!

TC and school

so its been a while since i journaled, but its never too late. so tc was an amazing experience that i don't regret. i miss it so much. i have free saturdays and we are organizing a lot of events with tc people like reunions and dinners, which will be fun. so this is a new semester though its pretty late saying that. at the beginning i was doing pretty bad in everything, but i think in french i'm doing better and everything else is pretty much going downhill though in english nothing has happened so i can't say anything. history and food and nutrition is failing i need to work harder to at least get in the 70s.school after tc is really depressing. people are still feeling after effects from tc being it emotionally or physically because people got food poisoning and colds/coughs. i know i'm still affected by my cold. history i just hate because i don't need it in my future. literacy test is soon, i'm not totally as worried as i am with my homework. Easter and my sister's birthday is coming, which will be meaningful. dennis gave so much i don't know how to thank him, but it doesn't really change how i feel about how he thinks. my friends will be baptized bless them. i decided to start working out again. i'm going to try a tad harder in school. i'm hoping i can go back to pca. not really a big fan of staying in thornhill.

to myself

you never know what will happen. life goes up as they say and it also goes down. in life you will just sometimes feel lost, but God will always be there to guide you. well i truthfully am crazy lost i don't know where to go. i am useless i feel a lot. i feel really lonely. i see my sisters go out. i am pretty jealous you have so many friends and they a like you A LOT. they are all really nice (in some ways or as they appear). though how my sisters treat them is really pained to me, for me that i have nowhere to go, no one asking me to spend time with them, its the rarest things that happen to me. barely invited to any birthday parties in my childhood. barely invited out from friends. friends don't really go out of their way for me, but i try my best to. my sisters barely even touch my home sometimes, and i live in it for basically the whole of my break unless there is some kind of family party, christian event, or some lesson or extracurricular. oh how i miss spending time when i was young where it was understandable to be at home. one childhood memory sticks in my head playing at my friend jasmine's house those days were probably the best times of my life where imagination was at its peak.